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The Good Witch of The South
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[05 Mar 2012|01:01pm] |
friends only journal.
i'm young, living on top of a bar in Portland, Oregon. I work at a hair salon, model when I can, and generally cause havoc! i'm an aries, and a snake. so i'm generally a devious bitch who has a sexual appetite that rivals that of most 14 year old boys.
I work hard, love hard, play hard.
if you can dig, add me. i'm sure we'll get along great.
♥
Kenickie
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| haircut photos/dr sexy |
[06 Nov 2009|06:36pm] |
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( crackerjack )
this is the man of my dreams
you open your bedroom door to that.
life is wonderful.
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| get yr hair did |
[05 Nov 2009|06:21pm] |
new hair
shitty image quality
might get a better one later
i am beyonce
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[04 Nov 2009|10:42pm] |
lookin good, huh?
me as of today, taken at my job <3
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| no 13 baby |
[26 Oct 2009|02:44pm] |
I've started Three by Annie Dillard, currently on Pilgrim at Tinker Creek. I don't really like this Emerson nature narrative wistful kind of shit, but I'm enjoying it enough. Amusing, kind of. I resolved to clean up the room today, but the rain has made me want nothing but books, books, books. "Maybe you like being alone, like in Pilgrim at Tinker Creek." So far her alone-ness seems like some sickness, her alone-ness is diseased with something, I can't pick it out, but I hope my solitude is nothing like hers. They are digging a well across the street, the noise has been constant since I got here, except for...now. I hadn't checked my arms until just a second ago, and the bruises are almost entirely gone. I would still wear makeup on them to work, but in a few weeks, they should be gone FOREVER. Literature! Christ, the state of literature. Who writes good books? Harry Potter was good. Wicked was good. But why, do I find myself looking for inspiration books that are AT LEAST 35 years old? What's happening NOW?!
RETRO RIVIVAL SUCKS. KILL INDIE ROCK. Why are girls like me still stuck on "Ariel" and "Mrs. Dalloway"?! Weren't our mothers stuck on those, back in the day? What will our daughters say? The thought shames me.
There won't be anything new until we make it, and the thought is horrifying. I need to start writing. I need a typewriter. I need to put this all together and MAKE IT.
I need Brandy to send that black book of mine out to me. God, that book will be hell to read again, much less to edit and put into something cohesive. otomik says he's sending me a netbook for christmas. done, good, lets keep moving, I'll type up my book on some ridiculous little tiny computer i carry in my purse.
Sounds good to me.
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[20 Oct 2009|06:24pm] |
I HAVE FUCKING H1N1
KILL ME
K
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[09 Oct 2009|09:51pm] |
delfino won't drive me. so i'm going to portland straight through.
i'll have an hour lay over in denver. when i get my schedule i'll post it.
<3
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[06 Oct 2009|04:41pm] |
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did i puke?
of course not.
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[05 Oct 2009|01:10pm] |
fuck my stomach hurts i drank so much last night
i haven't ever puked the day after drinking
ever
fucking a, don't want to start now.
but if i don't feel better soon i'll totally make myself puke :(
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| quickie |
[02 Oct 2009|05:52pm] |
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Finally saw Watchmen, one of my favourite comic book series ever. I'm glad I didn't see the theatrical release though, I'm glad I got to see the directors cut which has an extra half hour in there.
And it was awesome. They still managed to hold onto a lot of what I loved about the books, although, some quickies:
-They could have made Ozymandias more villain esque. He is the fucking villain. As soon as I saw him, I was like, shit, they didn't make him slimy enough. But that's okay. It was still alright.
(it was really hot that otomik could recite the whole Ozymandias poem from memory.)
+ 1 for giving Dr. Manhattan his "wings". ;)
-I'm glad they kept all the "The Fool" aspects of Rorschach intact. Actually, I was most proud of how Rorschach was handled. He is the most important spark in the story, and to mess with him too much would destroy how valid and important he is.
-I don't know what they showed in the theatres, but the attempted rape scene with The Comedian & Silk Spectre I was pretty unsettling. -1 for not explaining fully how Silk Spectre I had a consensual sexual relationship with The Comedian later. For people who haven't read it ,it's kind of like, "wait, he didn't rape her, then how is SS II his daughter?"
- + 1 for not fucking with The Comedian either.
- + 201983409384 for the final smilie face.
shut up boys, I do know my comic book shit, most of the time.
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[24 Sep 2009|05:59pm] |
the paperwork is on it's way to me so that i can get on a plane/train and head on to galen.
i'll be sad leaving otomik. but that's what it is.
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[15 Sep 2009|11:43am] |
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KENICKIE IS A GAY RACIST FISH
/kanye
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[12 Sep 2009|12:06am] |
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SIMS 3 WORSE THAN CRACK
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| whoring |
[10 Sep 2009|12:25pm] |
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lady baby miss |
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Hey, I found Olivia's band site.
Olivia cuts hair at the RBar for 10$ or two rounds.
she is better than Fiona Apple. She is my villanness. She is so sexually appealing it's terrible. She lives in a monage et trois on Charters street with Stella Lithe and this guy named Hans.
www.myspace.com/ladybabymiss
the same poison is the song she wrote for her "wife, my lovely little stella lithe."
the charters street threesome, stella lithe, hans, lady baby miss. she was also in a dresden dolls esque thing called a particularly vicious rumor. both are excellent.
when we had guinness espressos together on her birthday
also
i don't feel the same as i did last night
i'll tell you about it later
♥
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[31 Aug 2009|07:56pm] |
I have no idea when I'm leaving.
otomik doesn't want me to and I don't want to either.
ugh.
that's all.
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[21 Aug 2009|07:30pm] |
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Ash-
Never meant it like that. I did not want to do that at all. I was being as cold as I thought possible when I mentioned people that might help him - as in NO, THEY WON'T HELP YOU BECAUSE YR FUCKED UP PLUS YOU WON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
I am going to be gone for awhile. A long while.
I'm leaving New Orleans. Ashes time is happening for me.
For awhile. I have a cross country trip to take. When I stop wandering I will update this. No phone number, not at any 504 number.
Till then. Don't worry. I'll be safe.
Jasmine, Wandering Star.
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| this is what he pays me for, let me show you how its done |
[16 Aug 2009|01:48pm] |
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I feel awful today. I feel just like total shit. I had to tell Alex for the second time that I would never see him again, and if you need to get out of town? Well fuck go see Ashley for a second but don't come to me because I will not even help you get a stoop to sleep on.
I'm growing so fast its painful in my shoulders.
My time subletting Tigerbeat's is coming to an end.
I'm still in limbo with the resturant sooo I'm looking for other work because I'm going insane.
Last night I found myself getting testy with E. I'm pretty sure he was intentionally provoking me about subjects I get uncomfortable about because he's confrontational like that. It was strange and I found myself defending my beliefs against a shadow. I wonder if he ever joined the debate team. He's very good at provoking without ever really showing his hand. Geauxing to Ohio? Christ, not till it's warmer again next year. Snow? Fuck.that. Trying to jangle him into the start of Carnival season. Like maybe New Years Eve or Twelfth Night. He says he'll be living in Asia by the time he's 30. So I can't like him too much. Sigh.
Boys. Boys who are uncomfortable with our age difference! Lie about my age uncomfortable! Make me atleast a few years older. If I went up to see him. "Well let's just share this lie then. I'd rather just be scandalous in private." He's turning 28. I don't give a fuck but it really freaks him out that I'm so young. As it did with all my older men - Delfino, Tigerbeat, yeah. So those guys stay under wraps k :x.
I find myself in a really uncomfortable space. I want a cigarette.
Alex, my shoulders, my mom. I wish I could talk to her and tell her how panic filled I am. I'm really freaked out that I'm here without a string. I'm flying through the air, not falling, right?
That distinction makes ALL the difference.
Feeling a bit psychotic, yes.
I'm going to get some food, stuff it in my bag, some movies and curl up in a ball and not move.
Yes, feeling very psychotic.
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| every thug needs a lady |
[13 Aug 2009|09:51am] |
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One thing really bothers me about men. They don't seem to understand that I present my softness as sexual not for the innocence or whatever, but to inspire violence. My personality is pretty strong - I come off very powerful. But when I'm close enough to someone to get naked I want to pull pure primal feelings out of them. Yeah okay I'm delicate try and see if I will break. Where is the man driven to such a frenzy that I wake up with bruises in the shape of his fingers where he's held me close? Where I can still feel him all the way to my belly the next day? Scratch marks on my back teeth marks on my chest?
Yeah.
Also, the sex scene in the church with Vincent and his Paige Marshall and she wants him to fuck with her heart beat and the sthelescope? from choke god damn pretty fucking hot.
I need to go home and change and go to Bennachins and then I'll come back here with a book for new Aries sister Zoe or something I don't know. I love how Zoe and I talk together! I love how her expression for a dude she wants to fuck is -be silent my heart! and i would blow him in a second *snaps fingers* ahhh aries girls and our oral sex powers, lol. We are on the way to becoming very good girlfriends, yes indeed. I guess all that was needed was peachsodawater and vodka. I know we'll be hanging out and drinking and getting stupid tonight, again, as girls. Maybe better so, because it won't be Patrick's birthday and that whole thing won't be happening. Man, I could recognize every trick she was trying to play on him. I just sat back and watched.
Men are so blind sometimes. Or maybe its because Zoe is exactly like me - even being a "halfsie" like me- that I can see all of her ploys. I'm sure if I had someone around me I felt like that about she might be able to say the same about me. But not really because Patrick is still not under her spell and I can see she's frustrated. I don't need to do any conquest work like she does, so it would be different.
I haven't slept. I've been awake all this time.
Talked to another pen pal yesterday afternoon. Ebola. Andy. Whatever. He's a very good kid. Made me feel better about alot of things.
OKAY OKAY. I'm going home.
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[12 Aug 2009|08:48pm] |
Stupid. Something happened to me last night. When I spoke to him on the phone he poisoned me with sin and my body reacted violently. I slept until almost 4pm. I woke up in pain. Like I had a hangover. And I was sober all day yesterday. I had a sin hang over.
Because I am an astrology nerd:
The male Rooster together with the female Snake creates one of the best couples that the entire Chinese Zodiac has to offer. These two balance each other out perfectly, as he represents the body and she represents the mind of the arrangement. They are adept at mutual flattery and understand each other perfectly, often needing no spoken arrangements with which to communicate.
They possess widely disparate sets of skills and therefore cannot tread upon the toes of each other's prerogatives of action, thus eliminating a primary source of potential friction. The male Rooster and the female Snake fit together like two pieces of the same puzzle. The sun will shine upon this magnificent match forever.
laughable. no such happiness exists for anyone like that in this world. next silliness:
The female Snake is intensely passionate -you live for love, as long as they love you more than you love them. You prefer to consider yourself the center of your current flame's existence, and this could produce friction that will explode the relationship. Flirt that you are, you like to make sure that your sexual arsenal is still up-to-date and lethal.
You are the queen of affairs and intrigues, and will continue to be so long after you will have been supposed to have 'settled down,' even if operations have to be conducted on the sly so as to avoid censure. Paradoxically, you expect absolute fealty from your partners, even in the face of your own indiscretions. Should they become too dependent upon you, however, they will lose your respect.
secret agent lover
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| pleasure faith |
[06 Aug 2009|03:51am] |
Damn that otomik.
His name is Edward.
I wanted to tell him, hey, I am crushing on you, I think you are a cute little kid (though hes 27, i have a weakness for those aged men) and I like the way you talk. But he disappeared before I could.
Well, stopped writing, for hours.
I like him. For some reason.
As I write that, he writes back.
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